Thought of YOU

 

How Can I, 

Forget you, if you are

My First Crush,
My First Love.

How can I, 

Not in love with you?

When you make me awe, 

By seeing you beautiful eyes

Some says fallin' in love is the crazy things.

That happen to me when I saw you.

From you I learnt how to love.

How to keep low-key in love

Being in love with you is one of kind

As I bend to look at you as a man.

Years gone by, 

The worlds keep on moving

As the age is fly

Adoring you is continuing

Never regrets to have you in my dreams

You are my inspirations

Above of all

You made me stronger facing the world

Losing you, make my heart broken

In to pieces,

My world suddenly darken as never be

I can't seeing you vanished

But reminds me of you

I keep my love for you

Never be vanished nor

Disapear 

Here's the songs for You - make my life stronger 

and have faith of it. 

No one needs you more than I need you

You're the meaning in my life

You're the inspiration

You bring feeling to my life

You're the inspiration

When you love somebody

(Till the end of time)

When you love somebody

(Always on my mind)

No one needs you more than I

When you love somebody

(Till the end of time)

 

Broken-Hearted

 

Dear my Love Jason, 

As I write down this message, I still couldnt believe what happen to you. 

You make me feel shocks in deep and down here.

I never know this day is coming. Never did I know, You chose that kind of ways, to end up your life.

I didnt hold my tears.

I shaken my head, when I saw the news. It cant be true!

I thought you'd happy there. 

I thought you'd survived with your family there. 

why?

why?

why?

I just knew that you had divorced, already. 

And struggled with mental health issues and depression.    

  

I am so shocked, J !!!!

It has shocked and saddened me beyond belief. 

Despite of terribly losing you, I hope that you are in peace now. I hope you can meet your mom and brother, Eric. 

You left a hole in my heart, J!  But I will always love you.

REST IN PEACE and LOVE 

Jason David Frank (September 4, 1973 – November 19, 2022) was an American actor and martial artist. He was known for his role as Tommy Oliver in Mighty Morphin Power Rangers and other Power Rangers series.

Personal Traits

Introducing me, 

The Masters Of Sarcasm – The Virgos Are Here!!! (SOURCE)

Call them the perfectionists or the efficient ones, Virgos carry powerful personalities. Virgo, which is the sixth of the 12 signs of the zodiac, begins around August 23 and goes on until September 22. Therefore, it is time to move over Leos and familiarize yourself with the traits of a Virgo.

Strong: Virgos are very good at masking their emotions. They will not exhibit their real emotions to the world. They will act as if they do not care, even when they do.

Cheerful : Once a Virgo enters your life, everything around you gets a little better.

Loyal and Passionate: Virgos are affectionate and thoughtful. If you are fortunate enough to gain their affection, they will undoubtedly be loyal and loving. Since they ride high on emotional quotient, they tend to love with utmost passion.

Observant : They tend to notice and remember the particulars about anyone they meet. They are quite observant about the matters of everyday life.

Perfectionists Virgos settle only for the best. They find confidence, ambition and intelligence to be very appealing.

Dominating Virgos can be bossy but mostly in the name of getting tasks done. Achieving a certain level of precision is a widely known Virgo trait. In order to achieve that, Virgos can be somewhat controlling.

Sensitive Virgos are sensitive. They hate when someone gives them long advice. They do not like to be judged upon their actions or interrogated.

Intense A Virgo has a hidden wild side that only a lucky few get to witness. 

Analytical They read too much into everything and wish to extract all the information available about a particular subject. They are great analysts.

Big foodies You will starve to death before a Virgo decides where and what to eat. They are absolute foodies who love experimenting with food choices.

Self- Indulgent They usually invent their own world and live in it. When a Virgo is upset, they shut themselves from the world. They love being independent and hate asking anything from anyone.
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Kim Rae-Won

song : click here

Dear Hong-ssi

Because of you I know
What love first sight is.
By looking at you
I realize this is what's called love struck was.
Seeing your smile
Is something I adore for
Hearing your laughing
Made me crazy about you.

Even we are in different world
That we lived in now.
But its not all matter for me.
Knowing you OK there
Make me feel OK here.

I love you so much Hong-Ssi.
I wanna make love to you.
As if you wanna it too.
Kiss me endless and deep too.

Be my love, my hero
Be my shining armor
Be my love forever. 

🥰

- Somewhere in the corner 23 Apr.20-

This is my story

...and suddenly, I forgot about what I want to write now.  



oh Well, I think 'bout my other-side brain. I like to write story and poems. Normally, I can write poems in sudden when I see or watch or experience something or even when I hear a song.
most of all, of course, bout my own life.

But then, bout the lads that I saw on K-Drama. 💓 err, dont forget to mention my first crush Jason David Frank.

Ok, let me start with these romance session, with some poems. 😉 ( I will post all my poems in this blog. And, Psst... its my secret to have this blog. Because I have my "ordinary" blog at My ordinary story) 
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*Feeling*

I can not hold back this feeling

I can not fight not loving you

Its the hardest thing I can do.

Let me show you what love can do.

God creates the moment

Then we take for a moment

When the eyes struck

The heart is beating fast

When you hold my hands

Your eyes looking deep into mine

And says we are sailing this life together.

Breathless.. If you leave me now

Because Our love so strong

Because you set me as the queen at your heart

Then I welcoming you in my life as the owner of my heart

I believe that you are mine

When you show me the way

Treats me as the sweetest one

You show me its true

Maybe now,

Until the time is through

I'll be here

You'll always hold my hand

And promise me to wipe always the tears.

Thats why I ❤ you.

- Insa-dong June 30/20

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Write this when I watched K-drama and I fallen love with the soundtrack from "This is my first life".

Song by : Haebin - Everyday. 

song by : MeloMance - I want to love you. 

You are my everything!

You are my lung to breath

You are my eyes

You are my hands

You are my hearts

You are my destiny

* Joseong-May 30.20 ( I have crush on Lee Min-Ki)

Even, I love all songs in the album from this Series. 💓

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Here are the list the K-drama OST that I love to sing along and like to hear it over and over (including rewatched the series) : 
1. Ost " Touch you Heart"

2. Ost "Touch your heart"
3. Ost "My love from the stars"
4. <3 Ost "This is my first life"  



Ok Thats all for now. 

xoxo, - A -

Can't take my eyes

Song : Guilty - Blue

Actually,  Its been few weeks I'd like to share this one. How crazy in love, I am to these men. And do you know, what makes me fallen love? Yes, yes, their NOSE!, Their Pointed nose! 💖 its PERFECTLY MATCH with their EYES, SMILES.

And of course, many korean artist has it. But I've no idea, why my heart keeps struck when seeing these men/ watching their series.

God had created these beautiful human being. Thank YOU.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY Gorgeous!!! 💓💓💓💓

So Ji-Sub

Ji Chang- Wook

The heart beat

Song : Sweetest Thing // U2

Its beating faster when I see you.

Its just can not be easy when looking your eyes. 

We never have a chance to talk

We never have a situation to introducing each other.

Thus, we always meet in a glance or quick moments.

So, we never say any words.

I forgot since when I saw you for the first.

I forgot what did we do at that time. 

One thing for sure, I know you watching me first.

And then, I see you back from the corner of my eye.

We can not expect what will happen,

It just like coincident when we met. 

It just make my head get down fast.

Well, just wondering did you feel the same?

Lad, its been years this moments go. 

And I have no idea, what will happen on the go.

One thing I remember, this happen since 90ish.

And now, both of us has a own life.

-- Mr. stranger ---

Hey You! Hey Me!

First of, I'd just blog‐walking here. (My own blog)🤣🤭🥰

Yes, try to read all my old-posts in this www.Grinzzie.blogspot.com
It just bring my memories back, thought. Because I am writing in this blog since 2002.. ! Back then, I was in final year of my college. 
And took many quizess of personality, friendship, life and so. 
I think I wrote some poems too. ☺️
..........
Look what I found in the late 2003/Jan/10.🤭🤭🤪
I Think this is from some quiz webs. 

This is ME 
01. I am: a moody one 
02. I love: Someone 
03. I hate: a lier, wimp, mom's babe 
04. I cry: silent b4 me sleep 
05. I fear: all flyin bugs, hospital, Doctor and darkness 
06. I hope: things would be better tomorrow, i could live in happiness 
07. I feel sad: when no1 trusting me, believe me 
08. I feel alone: when no1 wi me (esp. friends) 
09. I kill: everyone who underestimate me, flyin bugs 
10. I talk: to meself, friends, brothers 
11. I listen: most of the time 
12. I break: all the small things 
13. I see: many things 
14. I smell: good 
15. I taste: great 
16. I work: fine.. 
17. I remember: Someone 
18. I hold: my dreams 
19. I sleep: in bed wi lights and radio on 
20. I pray: in my heart 
21. I walk: fast wi either short and long steps 
22. I drive: a car 
23. I read: some book 
24. I burn: nothin 
25. I breathe: (good) the air 
26. I play: fair 
27. I miss: someone 
28. I touch: my computer, radio button 
29. I want: to stay and live aboard wi a great fam in me whole life times 
30. I wish: i lived someplace else 
31. I know: the truth 
32. I said: the truth 
33. I dream: about the happy life wi me fam, man, buddies 
34. I have: marvelous friends 
36. I fall: and i get up 
37. I wait: 4 him and better future 
38. I need: somethin & someone that can make my life ends great-unforgetable 
39. I live: in indonesia *sigh* 
40. I die: ~ 
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This one from 10.jan.2003

... Every night I pray I'll have you here someday 
... I'll count the stars tonight and hope with all my might 
... And when I close my eyes, You'll be right by my side 
... If I could only have one wish 
... You'd be the man who kiss my lips 
... All my only dreams 

... Every waking hour it seems, 
... I only have you in my dreams 
... So every night I'll pray I'll have you here one day 
... If I could have just one request 
... Stay with me boy I confess 
... All my only dreams 

I was lonley 
>I needed someone to see me through 
>And I was at the end of my rope 
>I needed someone to cut me loose 

>And then an angel out of the blue 
>Gave me the sense that i might make it through 
>And somehow I survived with no rhyme or reason 
>And now I know I'll make it through the miracle of you 

I Miss You SO much !! 
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Annnnnnd I forgot to whom I missed! 🤣🤣🤣🤣
But I think the only Man that I had on my mind ( until now) it the one and only.. My J! He still own my heart !!❤

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