NUMB

Do you know what numb is?

Numb, is when you can't feel about something. ( well, that's on my thought.)

I felt numb,
Because at first, I feel, I want it.

At first I really want it, 
Then I want to have it, 

Then, I am looking way to have it.
But then, because of the long time for the process.

Make me realize, It seems I had no rights to have it.
At first, you are on the mood. 
Then, something make me feel bad.

And all just gone, my heart feel numb for it.
Instantly, I cried. 

So bad, it's hurt me.
I convinced myself, maybe it isnt for me.

So, I should feel OK. Be patient. 

 

Maybe, I will have another one, in other day.

Finger crossed - for me!