Inside of (my) Room

.. LONELY..

i feel blank..
i feel numb..
I feel lonely here..
I don't know what shud I think of..
I don't know what shud I hold on..
I don't know what shud I cry on..

Sometimes I feel so sad..
Without knowin, what its all bout..
Sometimes I wanna cry a tear..
Without knowin, what the reason is..

I pray on my night
I pray to the lord
For strengthen my soul, mind ..
For mend my misery..

Dear GOD, I
am sorry, if I still cant decide something in this life
I am sorry if I still in hesitated
I am sorry if I always be that loser..
Give me another power and confidence in running this life..

Cuz I know,
That I shuldn't do like this
That I couldn't be like this
That I wouldn't do such this
That I have something bout this