Inside of (my) Room

June 15 2006

Dear Honey,

I dont know what shud i say
I don't know what shud I act
You know, how I really care bout you..
You know, how I really love you..

But somehow,
I know it just like my other side
To feels that way.
It doesn't mean that I didn't trust you

In anyway,
I really trust you.
I give them a lot for you
But in the other hand, It's hard for me,
To hold the feeling.. For not think in negative way..

I know, she's your friend
And my friend's too.
We know her in ages ..
I know that your love only for me.
I know that you heart belongs to me..
I know that you care of her cuz of just a friend
I know that you treats her just a friend,

But somehow,
Its really hard for me for not feel that way.
I heard from someone how you treats her [ that well ]
I don't mind I
heard by myself how you treats her thru the phone and text
I really don't mind..

But in anyways,
I get restless..
I get more suspicious..
It doesn't mean that I blocked your way.
No.. its only happen when you are with her.

Tell me,
Did I do something wrong?
By thinking this way, honey?
Is it something you can explain to me?
We both know, we don't wanna loose each other..
Because of you, I found another life that I want.