Inside of (my) Room

When you say Yes to me..

Listen : Quando, Quando, Quando by Michael Buble ft. Nelly F

Folks, Recently (after a month, finally I can upload this..)
I have a serious thought about Teman Tapi Mesra / Hub Tanpa Status, or u can say with Unconditional Relationship.. an Open relationship perhaps..

Hmm .. It's a relationship between a boy and a girl. With a romance inside sometimes includes with physical touch, so more than just an emotional feeling, BUT they're not a couple. There's no commitment, no responsibility between them, in this case Boys are a free man.. They can do this to many girls, without afraid of getting caught for "cheating" and boys wont say many lies.

There are two kinds of girls for this relationship

First, for whom run this relationship with all sense can make, what I mean is the girl knows that this relationship wont go any further, become a serious one, hoping that they can be a sweet loving couple. Even though, it cant be denied for an emotional feeling that might be happen (which is falling love).Cuz they - girls - know that boys do this only for fun. They don't want committed.

Two, for some girls, they don't realize that boys only play around with this kind of relationship.Then, when girls ask for the status, boys couldn't do and say "anything" cuz they not ready for committed. Girls' heart is broken apart. Something shud be blame, am I right?

My survey with 20 boys only 3 who strongly disagreed and with 10 girls only 2 (too) who feel disagreed.

Honestly, I was surprised with the results of my own survey .. why this is happen..? why they still like to play with someone's heart..Unfaithful type, I assumed .. owh GOD!!!

God I wish for my next future mate wont have any kind of this relationship. I just wanna have a safe relationship a good one, lead to the serious one..I do afraid and fucking scared about this one.. I hate it.. don't like it at all.

That's why I just breaking up this kind relationship that happen only 2 weeks.. I just culdnt stand..
Sorry Dear.. I just couldn't stand with this.. we're still be a friend, K.. But not a Best friend..

--end of broken heart--