Inside of (my) Room

>> I ..

1. I am: a complicated one
2. I love: Him and my friends
3. I hate: liar, a wimp and mom's child
4. I cry: quietly b4 sleep
5. I fear: flying bugs, darkness, fire crackers and Hospital (the doc)
6. I hope: I could live in a happy life and times
7. I feel sad: knowing that am 'that' stupid, fat, useless, no1 believe what I say and when some one teasing my body.
8. I feel alone: @ home and when I far away from my friends
9. I kill: anyone who underestimates my ability, who don't believe me and BUGS
10.I talk: to my self, friends, my C's and Him
11.I listen: most of the time
12.I break: like the wind blows
13.I see: many things around
14.I smell: good
15.I taste: great
16.I work: easily but nice
17.I remember: the memories
18.I hold: my dreams
19.I sleep: in bed wi radio and lights on
20.I pray: in every single step I make
21.I walk: fast wi long steps
22.I drive: a car
23.I read: some books
24.I burn: nothing
25.I breathe: the air
26.I play: the fair game
27.I miss: Them
28.I touch: (wish I can ) the sky.. eheheh.. just the radio and keyboard
29.I want: to live in US, UK.. wi a great family in my whole life times
30.I wish: I lived someplace else (US, UK or Germany)
31.I know: the truth is out there
32.I said: the truth
33.I dream: of a happy life wi my C's, meine Mann and friends
34.I sing: all my fave songs
35.I have: marvelous friends
36.I fall: in love wi him
37.I wait: for better future and Him
38.I need: something and someone that can make my life ends great - unforgettable
39.I live: in Indonesia *sigh*
40.I die: on my lover's lap and around my beloved people