Inside of (my) Room

Oh Shit..!!!

listen : "Good Foot" by Justin Timberlake

Hi Bro.. I have something here, babe..i have no shit idea why I can be such like this or even feel like this way.. Shit!!! I hate me here.. but I don't know why I can be so hate my self..

I miss him With have no idea,
Which one is he,
Where is he..
Why it's should be him..

Crap.. I have no idea ..

Bro..
I wish I know,
That he's the one
Where He will be here for me
And its' all becoz he is the one..

Shit.. it's really suck to feel this ..

Show me the meaning of being lonely
Where's no light only dark
Where's no smile only shrug
Where's no word only silence

I don't know what should I say, do and choose right now, bro..
Seems that I am some kind of desperado (of something, rite..) Well, just say it bro..

Bro..You are my angels
You are my darling
You are my dearly friend,
even you are far or close with me
You know me very well

Yesterday I was calling him and something happen again
Sorry bro for "brake" the rules, that I shouldn't call him
I just try to be a nice friend by saying longlife for him
It doesn't mean that I am gonna get trapped again
but Seems that I am in,
I know this feeling bro..
I was feel this way too..
Oh God should I feel it again?

You aren't blame me of "it"
You just ensure that am good of it
And Know how to handle it
As you know it

Bro where are thou..
Please help me here..
Yes, I couldn't walk on this alone
I need you here..