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Happy Idul Fitri. Mohon Maaf Lahir dan Bathin!

Bon Fête D'Idul Fitri!!

Singing : "Guilty" by Blue



whoa!! finally i can post this post!!! owh well... better then late then never... to say..

"Minal aidin walfaizin.. Mohon maaf lahir dan bathin.. please forgive all my faults friends. " ..^_^..V


Idul Fitri for me actually is very important. I have to ask for forgiveness from my family and get blessing.. i dunno why, this Idul Fitri has becoming less and less meaningful. I am so damn sad feeling this way..

anyway, The Lebaran was running that well. I didnt go for mudik (the annual exodus out of Jakarta) this year (to Surabaya and Malang- my late father hometown), parce que, les fêtes ça ne prendra pas longtemps. The holiday wasnt that long only 3 days (some offices make it into 10 days incl. saturday and sunday). like my french class.. today, we're just in the class sitting down and continuing the lesson.
eh bien, toute mes oncle(et mes tantine) et leurs fills arrivée pour Bandung et Cirebon chez ma grand-mère.. Since Idul Fitri is the only holiday that enables them(my uncles and aunties lived outside Jkt) to meetall my families back in my grandma's. After get Ied's prays.. me and my family went to gramma's. well, We're gathered in my grandma's house for lunch.. umm.. I watched Harry Potter the Chamber of secret (its been 3x) while waiting for them.(wit chewing some castengels..pineapelle cookies, *arghhh* am fat!!) after lunch hour.. well, its time for getting "further conversations.." yeah, talking bout all the stuff wi my others aunties.. joking around, talking something "naugthy" until we found out that we have the same fave tv series..(oh mon dieu!) =P

well, ya know, wat the women do when their gathered.. I have only cousins from my mother's side. Donc, the girls only me and my sisters (they're 7 lads.) I have so much laufter that day.. not only wi those lads but also wi their moms(my aunties)!
A Happy News from Mas Rene (the one who just married last Oct 16).. his wife already get pregnant! Owh.. Nice Shot, Bro! =^ ^= I will become aunty not for long, then.. Yay!
He asked our grandma for giving his unborn child a name.. (well, Mas..I will give the child name too Okey!)..btw, I wanna a boy.. but the rest of family wants a girl-coz u know they didnt have any niece!

at 4.30pm all of us (aunties, gramma, mother, sisters also 3 boys..) went to visiting my grandpa's, Great-gramma and my father's grave.
before we back home.. we're having a dinner in gramma's wi them all.. and watched our fave soap-opera.."Bajaj Bajuri" ehehe.. i never wonder that they like it too!

anyway, I was sending many SMS to all my friends.. for asking their forgiveness.. its been a hectic hour-since everybody doin the same thing.

Last Night, my friends called me and we're talking a bunch of words... Talking "why this life going like this.. why i have to deal wi people that i dont like.. why I have to find a job soon.. why people arounds me like to push me that way?"
well Dung, yeah, maybe i should send the purposes.. and Ai, hmm I do want continuing the school.. I love schooling.. i wanna take master of journalism.. but Can I?
Vielen Dank.. Merci Beaucoup.. mes ami(e)s pour votre temps.!