Happy New Year 2009.
Thank you for another chance for steppin into the new year.
Thank you for all what you'd given to me back in 2008.
All that oppurtunities. all the good and bad times. all the tears, of happiness and sadness.
all the times that meant alot to me.
Another year, i have to run it.
of course, i shud run it well, very well.
all your trust, i shud not obey it.
i should know, how grateful i am.
I really wish and hoping that, in this new year,
I could be a better person [ever]
I could still be able to take care my family.
for the successfull in my career
for the health
for the happiness
for the good things that should happen to me.
Thank you for all the chances..
i am not asking for more than happiness and no more sad tears.
if my time is arrive, may i have the highest dream of all?
i wanna get married with some1 that love me for who i am.
who loves me as much as my family.
who can be accepted with my big family as well as my best friends.
if my time for build a family is here,
please let me know,
and please allow me to make it come true.
I need your help, your bless,
i need you to lead me the way.
cuz i didnt know what shud i do more..
sometimes i feel alone .. am so sad.
everyone is need me, but they didnt know how am bloody desperate bout my own life.
Please forgive me.
I just need the happiness and smiles on my face, my dream, my life.
i dont wanna die useless.
I know now, that You will not let me cry for this year and ahead..
Thank you, Allah SWT!